Hey girlfriend!

Sitting here in the Avalanche office contemplating wisdom of returning to T-ride. Did I do the right thing? Did I give New York mag world enough of a try? I want to write for a paper, think I'm good enough. Good enough for New York? Maybe a year or two with Avalanche then head back east to try the Bigtime again...

At least I'm not living with mom and dad. They're great, but I become a bratty weasel around them. My problem, not theirs.

Still think Bennington was best decision I ever made, getting away from here, but now I'm back and it's like I never left! Have I forgotten who I was in Vermont?

Home front. Took the wrong guy to bed and now he's camped out in my living room. Money is sweet guy and good friend but still lives like a messy college kid. Well, a few days of him won't hurt, will it?

Still smarting over RS w/ Shauna. He loves me? Loves me not. Maybe he's a mistake. I sure make 'em, don't I.